toad death

As some of you might know, I got two firebelly toads for Christmas from my godmother Shanna.

Yesterday, I got out of bed to go check the water. I saw both of them sitting in their pond nicely, and then I needed to change the water because it was dirty, usually they jump right out. Well one of them did, but the other one, Tyrone, didn't. So I tried to move him with a stick so he would notice and get out, but he still wasn't moving. I pushed him out and i noticed he was dead. I sat there having that image in my head the whole day.

I feel really bad. Sometimes I just need to concentrate on loving my pets instead of the animals in the wild. Even though the animals in the wild are important.